It was an interesting trip between Hinton and Saskatoon. I found that much of my thoughts and reflection were around the past trips I have taken this road before with my family. Tam's parents used to live in Saskatoon so it was filled with memories. Now that Tam and I are no longer together it is funny how the mind returns to these well worn ruts. I find myself free of most of the strong emotions and just reflecting on random memories.
I also am very curious about my future as I feel strongly that the time is right to forge ahead and create a new path. This has lead me to a new relationship and the possibility of change and a future. Much awaits me when I return from the trip and continue with this new journey leaving much of the past behind. I have found that as I reflect on the last 2 years much of my life has stood still. This time has been good for surviving and healing but not in creating new memories. Maybe this trip is a kind of cross roads between the old and the new. I guess time will tell.
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